sing-a-long.

you but merely smiled,
and I tripped over the curve of your cheek,
fell into the breath you exhaled,
sighing your sweetness onto my gracelessness.
your laughter like a song,
I danced my clumsy feet along its rhythm,
tried to find the tempo in my racing heart,
to worship you in movement.
you became a lullaby,
and I, a suckling babe,
staring upward into your heavens,
my heart begging to join your dreams.

bloom.

with your fingers,
you sowed seeds in my skin,
and like that, I became a garden
from which flowers grew
under summer rain.

now, though it is winter,
and I wither, and I sleep,
I know your palms hold safe
the sun which you give
each day to me in silence.

wilderness.

how I would have followed you with quilted roses
to the secret hidden spaces where we lied

under thick blankets of darkness
chilled and frenzied, dreamland of icy fire

how I would have hung your name about the stars
wrapped in willow branches and children’s hymns

swaying sweetly in the sighing breeze of thunder
quiet and crashing, solace in my heart of ire

how I would have found you in the mountains
crouched and creeping daisies in your hair

whispering faerie tales to the dead trees of winter
still and dancing, a tune on lovers’ lyre

how I would have handed you forever
could I just have found the time

slipping past the seconds, and the moments, all the miles
forgotten silken hours, threadbare hanging from the walls of memory

how I could have loved your tameness, had I been not wild and free

pennies.

she jingles when she walks,
a pocket full of unanswered questions,
like a lifetime of spare change;
collected from passing strangers,
unremarkable faces in the grocery store.

she’s keeping time with the rhythm
of the beep, beep, beep of traffic
passing on the street;
impatient, and tragically slow like
sneakers on cracked sidewalks.

how far can these paths take
a girl with a fractured story,
where does the road lead to home?
a journey along the precipice
of a story no longer known.